Dear You

Welcome to my head. What I write here is a product of instances, consequences, coincidences, and heartache. Here before you is my soul- my inner trappings. Yours truly, Her.

Saturday, January 3, 2009

A Rag Doll.

It's been a long while. I'm sure people have forgotten about you already...like a rag doll that's been ignored by it's owner and left in that attic to gather dust. Probably like me. I am a rag doll. The day before I turn 19. 

I lay unmoved... for a while? Maybe. I'll probably stay like this in the remaining seconds of my 18th year. No surprise there? Wow. Same thing I did in my last moments as a 17 year-old. 

Once you have something long enough- played with it, sewed it back up, changed it's appearance, and talked to it- nothing about it holds the magic that you once saw when it was new. Pity that.

4 comments:

paulaandrea said...

:(

you're turning 19. be happy. :)

melancholicdreamer said...

awww ikat.

*hug*

cheer up sis. :)

Edwrd. said...

The Ikat I know does NOT know how to be sad. :o

Oh, and hi. hahaha it's me Edward. Now I have revealed to you...my secret blog :O :O :O :O

melancholicdreamer said...

where did ikat go??
waah. i'm missing you a lot.

smile ikat, you maybe nineteen now, but the fun and the youthfulness never stops here. i do hope you get what i mean

Yours Truly

Yours Truly
Her